We have sunk the Africans and their Decedents below the standard of humanity, and almost render'd them incapable of that blessing which equal heaven bestow'd upon us all.
— John Laurens, American Soldier and Statesman
I don't think a younger version of myself would have expected to become a committed constitutionalist.
Most Americans are taught about the US Constitution from within the country, a position in which it is both unquestionable and its value perceived. Aside from pledging allegiance to the country each brisk morning at Regnart Elementary school, most of my education about the United States happened abroad in Singapore, where despite studying at the Singapore American School, my point of view was shaped by a lens of living outside of the country.
It does not take a historian to understand these are troubled times for America.
I can point to the many specific and horrific atrocities committed by outright and systemic racism manifested by the consistent belligerent and murderous behaviour towards Black people in the country, continuing a pattern of subjugation and death that spans 400+ years.
I'm humbled by the friends who ask my opinion on various matters in life, business, and society. Most of the time I try to send them to others — usually dead writers — to learn from better and more eloquent sources of information and stance. On the subject of what we are seeing in our society today, I feel strongly in my understanding:
I have no idea what the hell it is like to have every aspect of my life exploited, challenged, and jeopardized on a daily basis — on a timescale of my earliest known ancestors to the entirety of my Posterity.
What I do know is that we, collectively, have failed to uphold the intent of our Constitution. An idea so great it set both a framework and direction (preamble) to create a society unlike any other: that we the People would form a more perfect Union.
If the current state of affairs is such a Union, then I must admit Donald Trump was absolutely correct: We need to make America great again, and renew our efforts in pursuit of this more perfect Union, departing quickly from the ignorant approaches of "not seeing colour" or suggesting "all lives matter" which ostracizes Black people from their important place in the American experiment at their substantial, undeniable peril.
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Establish Justice
Many Slaves …share in the dangers and glory of the efforts made by US, the freeborn members of the United States, to enjoy, undisturbed, the common rights of human nature; and THEY remain SLAVES!… The enlightened equity of a free people, cannot suffer them to be ungrateful.
— John Laurens
If American society was a patient rushed into an emergency operating room, I believe the doctor would first treat the deeply embedded racism and indifference against its Black population.
For a country in which all minorities receive, and impart (thanks Hasan) racist views, how can we reasonably expect widespread equitable justice if the original groups of people responsible for foundation of this society, hundred of years later, are still treated as marginalized Americans, and lesser, disposable humans?
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Domestic Tranquility
No man possessed more of the amor patria [love of country]. In a word, he had not a fault, that I ever could discover, unless intrepidity bordering upon rashness could come under that denomination; and to this he was excited by the purest motives
— George Washington, Founding Father of the United States, on the death of John Laurens
No Justice No Peace.
I've been thinking about the message widely canvassed in the peaceful protests across the country. It addresses our challenge at each abstraction:
The death of innocent Black individuals, like George Floyd, in our society by police.
The critically flawed and biased Justice system.
The 'representative' government that bears insufficient resemblance of its electorate.
The dubiousness of our nation under one Law (as defined in Article VI).
How can we expect domestic tranquility when 14% of our founding people are under assault?
The closest tranquility I've been able to see is White people acting as shields between protestors and police in an effort to (successfully and troublingly) mitigate excessive use of force. Or the cleaning of streets and damaged property to keep our focus on the aggressions against people who's lives and sense of peace will never return (in stark contrast to protecting easily reproducible buildings and simple, needless, trinkets).
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Common Defense
I do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; and that I will obey the orders of the President of the United States and the orders of the officers appointed over me, according to regulations and the Uniform Code of Military Justice. So help me God.
— Army Oath of Enlistment
Who exactly is it that our government is defending — and from what?
During my conversations with people, I've learned about and vigorously debated many points of view. I've also fallen short in calling out bad-faith arguments in an attempt to preserve long lasting relationships, complicating the complicit feeling I have in these matters.
I think about the vigor by which I wanted to defend our democracy when I was a student in 2008, setting up ground efforts in Obama's election campaign in five swing states. I nearly dropped out of school because I felt an overwhelming responsibility to myself, my friends, and the broader world that America represents the purest intents of Liberty and Freedom.
Mizono and I would personally travel to Las Vegas to help promote voting — the quintessential act of democracy — in Clark county. Those long days of asking people if they planned on voting in the election were a small part of the election of a Black man to the highest position in our country and also became the lullaby by which I fell asleep between 2012 and 2016. Our Black citizens were being murdered under a Black president with an impunity that should have resurrected a variant of the Nuremberg trials.
We have, of course, other incredible challenges ahead of us such as environmental destruction, disparate socio-economic inequality, and even racism amongst the many creeds that form our nation. Italians and Irish, were hated when they first immigrated to North America, long after other Americans, to be part of the American experiment, after all. These challenges disproportionately and cruelly damage the Black population by having distinctly disproportionate impact, furthering the total effect of their struggle.
Again, how can we expect equitability of people when indigenous Americans were slaughtered and the Black population responsible for Southern wealth was enslaved — only to gain basic voting rights nearly 100 years later with the 15th amendment.
A governing body that reacts so slowly to its advancement in society, regardless of intention, must be held accountable and complicit in the atrocities it condones.
The last amendment (27th) to our constitution occurred 28 years ago in 1992 and focused on the ability for Congress to manage its own wages.
If you're a person of colour or white, rich or poor, you might curiously question — why is it the common defense serves us so well in comparison to our brothers and sisters in the Black community.
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General Welfare
The real damage is done by those millions who want to 'survive.' The honest men who just want to be left in peace. Those who don't want their little lives disturbed by anything bigger than themselves. Those with no sides and no causes. Those who won't take measure of their own strength, for fear of antagonizing their own weakness. Those who don't like to make waves—or enemies. Those for whom freedom, honour, truth, and principles are only literature. Those who live small, mate small, die small. It's the reductionist approach to life: if you keep it small, you'll keep it under control. If you don't make any noise, the bogeyman won't find you. But it's all an illusion, because they die too, those people who roll up their spirits into tiny little balls so as to be safe. Safe?! From what? Life is always on the edge of death; narrow streets lead to the same place as wide avenues, and a little candle burns itself out just like a flaming torch does. I choose my own way to burn.
— Sophie Scholl, White Rose
618,000.
That's the estimated number of deaths in the American Civil War, a key event in our history in which a treasonous faction of Americans attempted to ensure their way of life by enforcing the legality of slavery into upcoming states joining the Union.
117,000.
As of this writing, that is the current minimum U.S. confirmed death toll from the COVID-19 after a botched handling of a known enemy to the General Welfare of American citizens. Are these deaths in vain comparatively?
I am deeply concerned about the welfare of our country. We have developed a society in which time is stripped from us everywhere. Time we will never be returned. In the case of this virus, many people will needlessly die. And in the many cases of Black suppression, entire lives are stripped from people without due process nor humanity.
Part of the reason I believe we are in a movement rather than moment in time is this destructive pandemic, stealing unrecoverable life from our society. Notice how the stock market goes up and down each day.
A calamitous 25% drop in March. A recovery of 10% in April. A 7% drop yesterday. Down, up, down and so forth.
Now imagine the pulse of many Americans hospitalized with an otherwise highly preventable virus. The number drops, only to never rise again.
As we collectively paused a large portion of our lives in a united effort to protect the lives of our fellow Americans, we also were able to see. To breathe. Perhaps smell the roses even. But what we saw was a society we serve, instead of a society that serves us.
A society that steals our energy, sanity, money, agency and time so we do not have enough of any to turn around and reform. A government that demands thanks for its damage and apathy wrought upon its Black and collective citizens.
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Liberty to Ourselves and Our Posterity
That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.
— The United States Declaration of Independence
I increasingly believe that our society, one in which we have amassed information, food, and sophistication, is systematically being drained of a common resource.
Time has become the key to sustainable Liberty.
These increments of time are casually stolen in underfunded government services, in representation from antiquated voting constructs, and maliciously in the people we kill.
To the many people who have supported the outrage and action to change our society, you have garnered my deepest respects and support. We have waited, patiently, to the detriment of our limited time, to see our leaders lead. The burden has squarely shifted to our shoulders, independent of our readiness.
I am optimistic in our generation, and the next, to find the courage and see what our Founding Fathers saw: that in our lifetime there will be an opportunity to rewrite our future and society to benefit more completely those in it.
This essay is now 1,807 words, and would have taken you between eight and nine minutes, or exactly eight minutes and forty-six seconds, to read.
We must work together, now more than ever, on behalf of those who have run out of time.
Non-compliantly yours, Niket
Memorial Roll
2001
Timothy Thomas was killed in Cincinnati, Ohio on April 7, 2001. He was 19 years old.
2010
Danroy Henry Jr. was killed in Thornwood, New York on October 17, 2010. He was 20 years old, attended Pace University, and was nicknamed "D.J."
2012
Trayvon Martin was killed in Sanford, Fla. on Feb. 26, 2012. He was a junior in high school.
2014
Eric Garner was killed in New York City on July 17, 2014. He had been with his wife for twenty years.
Tamir Rice was killed in Cleveland, Ohio on Nov. 22, 2014. He was a 12-year-old in sixth grade and liked art and playing sports.
2015
Artago Damon Howard was killed in Strong, AR on January 8, 2015. He was 36 years old.
Jeremy Lett was killed in Tallahassee, FL on February 4, 2015. He was 28 years old. Jeremy had recently become a pastor. He was a well-known gospel musician and skilled with the steel guitar.
Lavall Hall was killed in Miami Gardens, FL on February 15, 2015. He was 25 years old. Lavall left behind a wife and 8-year-old daughter.
Thomas Allen was killed in St Louis, MO on February 2, 2015. He was 34 years old and a father. Thomas was known for his love of cooking and spending time with his family.
Charly Leundeu Keunang was killed in Los Angeles, CA on March 1, 2015. He was 43 years old. Charly was called by his nickname "Africa."
Naeschylus Vinzant was killed in Aurora, CO on March 5, 2015. He was 37 years old. His former wife remembers, "He was a great provider who loved his family and kids."
Tony Robinson was killed in Madison, WI on March 6, 2015. He was 19 years old and had recently graduated early from high school. He had planned to attend business school.
Anthony Hill was killed in Atlanta, GA on March 9, 2015. He was 27 years old and a veteran.
Bobby Gross was killed in Washington, DC on March 12, 2015. He was 35 years old and a father of three.
Brandon Jones was killed in Cleveland, OH on March 19, 2015. He was 18 years old and his family said he was loveable, soft hearted and could make you laugh.
Eric Harris was killed in Tulsa, OK on April 2, 2015. He was 44 years old. Friends say Eric cared more for others then material things and would happily give his last $5 to someone in need.
Walter Scott was killed in North Charleston, SC on April 4, 2015. He was 50 years old and his brother recalled that the last time he saw him he was doing the two things he enjoyed most: telling jokes and dancing.
Frank Shephard was killed in Houston, TX on April 15, 2015. He was 41 years old and a barber.
William Chapman was killed in Portsmouth, Virginia on April 22, 2015. He was 18 years old and father recalled in their last conversation Chapman was going to "get back to him over the cost of a skateboard."
David Felix was killed in New York City on April 25, 2015. He was 24 years old. David was a "strawberry milkshake enthusiast," and was known to give his friends surprise makeovers.
Brendon Glenn was killed in Venice, California on May 5, 2015. He was 29 years old and was said to always have a smile on his face.
Kris Jackson was killed in Lake Tahoe, CA on June 15, 2015. He was 22 years old.
Spencer McCain was killed in Owen Hills, Maryland on June 25, 2015. He was 41 years old and a father of two.
Victor Emmanuel Larosa was killed in Jacksonville, Florida on July 2, 2015. He was 23 years old and a graduate of Englewood High School. He left behind two children and his girlfriend, Jessica Thomas.
Salvado Ellswood was killed in Plantation, Florida on July 12, 2015. He was 36 years old.
Darrius Stewart was killed in Memphis, Tennessee on July 17, 2015. He was 19 years old. Friends remember him as always being "playful and smiling."
Albert Joseph Davis was killed in Orlando, Florida on July 17, 2015.
Samuel Dubose was killed in Cincinnati, Ohio on July 19, 2015. He was a father of 13, produced music for local artists and friends.
Christian Taylor was killed in Arlington, Texas on August 7, 2015.
Asshams Pharoah Manley was killed in District Heights, Maryland on August 14, 2015.
Felix Kumi was killed in Mount Vernon, New York on August 28, 2015.
India Kager was killed in Virginia Beach, Virginia on September 5, 2015.
Keith Harrison McLeod was killed in Reistertown, Maryland on September 23, 2015.
Junior Prosper was killed in Miami, Florida on September 28, 2015.
Anthony Ashford was killed in Point Loma, California on October 28, 2015.
Bennie Lee Tignor was killed in Opelika, Alabama on October 31, 2015.
Jamar Clark was killed in Minneapolis, Minnesota on November 15, 2015.
Nathaniel Harris Pickett was killed in Barstow, California on November 20, 2015.
Miguel Espinal was killed in New York, New York on December 8, 2015.
Michael Noel was killed in Breaux Bridge, Louisiana on December 21, 2015.
Kevin Matthews was killed in Dearborn, Michigan on December 23, 2015. He was 35 years old.
Bettie Jones was killed in Chicago, Illinois on December 26, 2015. She was 55 years old and a mother of five.
2016
Antronie Scott was killed in San Antonio, Texas on February 4, 2016. He was 36 years old.
David Joseph was killed in Austin, Texas on February 8, 2016. He was 17 years old. David was the son of Haitian immigrants who moved to the U.S. in the 1990s. His mother stated that "he liked American everything. American music, sports, food."
Dyzhawn L. Perkins was killed in Arvonia, Virginia on February 13, 2016. He was 19 years old and was a star high school football player.
Calin Roquemore was killed in Panola County, Texas on February 13, 2016. He was 24 years old, and was nicknamed "Big Friendly" while at school.
Christopher J. Davis was killed in East Troy, Wisconsin on February 24, 2016. He was 21 years old and engaged to be married.
Peter Gaines was killed in Houston, Texas on March 12, 2016. He was 37 years old, and his family described him as sweet-natured.
Kevin Hicks was killed in Indianapolis, Indiana on April 5, 2016. He was 44 years old and was married to his wife for over 20 years.
Jessica Nelson-Williams was killed in San Francisco, California on May 19, 2016. She was 29 years old. She was the mother of five and was pregnant at the time of her death.
Michael Eugene Wilson Jr. was killed in Hallandale Beach, Florida on May 22, 2016. He was 27 years old and a father.
Vernell Bing was killed in Jacksonville, Florida on May 22, 2016. He was 22 years old and died before meeting his son, who was born two days after he was killed.
Antwun Shumpert was killed in Tupelo, Mississippi on June 18, 2016. He was 37 years old and a father of 5.
Deravis Caine Rogers was killed in Atlanta, Georgia on June 22, 2016. He was 22 years old and is survived by his parents who continue as activists today.
Dalvin Hollins was killed in Tempe, Arizona on July 27, 2016. He was 19 years old and was described as a sweet, joyful young man.
Donnell Thompson was killed in Compton, California on July 28, 2016. He was 27 years old and was described as a "quiet and soft spoken man" by his friends. He had the nickname "Bo Peep."
Levonia Riggins was killed in Tampa, Florida on August 30, 2016. He was 22 years old and was nicknamed "Daddyman" for his caring nature.
Terence Crutcher was killed in Tulsa, Oklahoma on September 16, 2016. He was 40 years old and studied music at a local community college.
Alfred Olango was killed in El Cajon, California on September 27, 2016. He was 38 years old, a refugee from Uganda, and a father.
Christopher Sowell was killed in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania on September 28, 2016. He was 32 years old.
Andrew Depeiza was killed in East Point, Georgia on November 11, 2016. He was 57 years old and a father to a two-year-old and a four-year-old.
2017
JR Williams was killed in Phoenix, Arizona on January 9, 2017. He was 38 years old.
Darrion Barnhill was killed in Reagan, Tennessee on January 10, 2017. He was 23 years old.
Nana Adomako was killed in Fremont, California on February 5, 2017. He was 45 years old.
Cad Robertson was killed in Chicago, Illinois on February 8, 2017. He was 25 years old and a father of two children.
Raynard Burton was killed in Detroit, Michigan on February 13, 2017. He was 19 years old.
Alteria Woods was killed in Gifford, Florida on February 19, 2017. She was 21 years old and expecting a child.
Ricco Devante Holden was killed in Converse, Louisiana on May 21, 2017. He was 24 years old.
Marc Brandon Davis was killed in Petal, Mississippi on June 2, 2017. He was 34 years old and the father of five children.
David Jones was killed in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania on June 6, 2017. He was 30 years old.
Aaron Bailey was killed in Indianapolis, Indiana on June 29, 2017. He was 45 years old and was a father and volunteer in the community.
Dejuan Guillory was killed in Mahmoud, Louisiana on July 6, 2017. He was 27 years old and liked to ride ATVs.
Charles David Robinson was killed in Woodville, Georgia on August 25, 2017. He was 47 years old.
Anthony Antonio Ford was killed in Miami, Florida on August 30, 2017. He was 27 years old. Anthony had two children.
Dewboy Lister was killed in Corpus Christi, Texas on October 19, 2017. He was 55 years old. Dewboy was a father and grandfather, and he mentored many young men in his neighborhood.
Calvin Toney was killed in Baton Rouge, Louisiana on November 13, 2017. He was 24 years old.
Lawrence Hawkins was killed in Prichard, Alabama on November 18, 2017. He was 56 years old. Lawrence was a handyman with many close friends and family, and he was known for helping his neighbors.
Keita O'Neil was killed in San Francisco, California on December 1, 2017. He was 42 years old. Keita was his mother's only child.
Juan Pedro Pierre was killed in Lauderdale Lakes, Florida on December 6, 2017. He was 42 years old. He had five children, and he once ran for political office in Haiti.
2018
Arther McAfee Jr. was killed in Longview, Texas on January 21, 2018. He was 61 years old, and he was a veteran.
Ronnell Foster was killed in Vallejo, California on February 23, 2018. He was 33 years old and a father.
Mario Dantoni Bass was killed in Woodbridge, Virginia on February 23, 2018. He was 37 years old and a father of five.
Shermichael Ezeff was killed in East Baton Rouge, Louisiana on March 14, 2018. He was 31 years old.
Cameron Hall was killed in Casa Grande, Arizona on March 15, 2018. He was 27 years old.
Stephon Clark was killed in Sacramento, California on March 18, 2018. He was 23 years old. He graduated Sacramento High School in 2013 where he played football.
Danny Thomas was killed in Greenspoint, Texas on March 22, 2018. He was a father of two.
Juan Markee Jones was killed in Danville, Virginia on April 18, 2018. He was 25 years old and part of a family of 10.
Marcus-David L. Peters was killed in Richmond, Virginia on May 14, 2018. He was 24 years old.
Antwan Rose was killed in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania on June 6, 2018. He was 17 years old and an Honor Roll student, taking AP courses to prepare for college.
Tony Green was killed in Kingsland, Georgia on June 21, 2018. He was 33 years old and a father of three.
Rashaun Washington was killed in Vineland, New Jersey on July 16, 2018. He was 37 years old and a father of two.
Cynthia Fields was killed in Savannah, Georgia on July 28, 2018. She was 62 years old and a great-grandmother.
James Leatherwood was killed in Hollywood, Florida on September 5, 2018. He was 23 years old.
Charles Roundtree was killed in San Antonio, Texas on October 18, 2018. He was 18 years old and liked to play video games with his cousin.
Danny Washington was killed in Franklin Township, Pennsylvania on December 18, 2018. He was 27 years old and a father.
Gregory Griffin was killed in Newark, New Jersey on January 28, 2019. He was 46 years old and went by the name "G".
2019
Marcus McVae was killed in Boerne, Texas on April 11, 2019. He was 34 years old.
Isaiah Lewis was killed in Edmond, Oklahoma on April 29, 2019. He was 17 years old and would have graduated high school one month later.
Ryan Twyman was killed in Los Angeles, California on June 6, 2019. He was 24 years old.
Antwun Shumpert was killed in Tupelo, Mississippi on June 18, 2019. He was 37 years old and a father of 5.
Josef Richardson was killed in Port Allen, Louisiana on July 25, 2019. He was 38 years old and a father of four.
Atatiana Jefferson was killed in Fort Worth, Texas on October 12, 2019. She was 28-years-old and was a graduate student at Xavier University of Louisiana.
Michael Dean was killed in Temple, Texas on December 2, 2019. He was 28 years old and a father of three.
2020
William Howard Green was killed in Temple Hills, Maryland on January 27, 2020. He was 43 years old.
Donnie Sanders was killed in Kansas City, Missouri on March 12, 2020. He was 47 years old.
Breonna Taylor was killed in Louisville, Kentucky on March 12, 2020. She was 26 years old and worked as an emergency medical technician during the COVID-19 pandemic.
Dreasjon Reed was killed in Indianapolis, Indiana on May 6, 2020. He was 21 years old and had served in the Air Force.
Tony McDade was killed on May 27, 2020 in Tallahassee, Florida.
David Mcatee was killed in Louisville, Kentucky on June 1, 2020. He owned a beloved BBQ joint that was a popular outdoor eatery for the community and provided food to both police and protestors at protests.
George Floyd was killed in Minneapolis, Minnesota on May 25, 2020. He was a 46-year-old father.
Rayshard Brooks was shot and killed by an Atlanta Police Department officer on the evening of June 12, 2020. He was an American 27-year-old Black man.
I wrote this over a span of two days and still had to add another name to this list.
Thanks to Natasha Desai, Ryan Alshak, and Chris Ramos for reading early copies of this essay and their invaluable inputs.